I hold onto the people I should let go and I push away the people I should hold closer to me. Since you’ve been in my life you’ve been nothing but good to me. You’re so sweet in the way you do things. We have sleepovers and watch despicable me and we just laugh for hours. It’s so fluffy I’m gunna die! But really we cook together and it’s my mission to make you healthy even if you eat like a picky toddler ;) we went to the beach together and it was legitimately the greatest. We sat on the beach cracking up because I was you and you were me. I’m so good at being you. I live for being your number one hokey fan. I love going to your games wearing your clothes. I love wearing your clothes a lot. I like how you notice all the little things about me and you write about them. Im sorry I get us into stupid arguments but I think it’s what I hold on to know I’m not super committed. It makes me feel like I still have space. I’m sorry for that. I want you to know every moment we spend together is the best. I’m sorry im messed up and confusing and can’t show you the way I feel but I really like what we have.
You agreed to my silly plans. Tomorrow we’re getting spongebob Mac n cheese cause I wanted it. And we’re going to cuddle and watch movies. We hang out everyday.. And you’re not bored of me yet. I’m impressed. But I love cuddling with you on rainy days. But I also like another thing… . The way we drive in the car and you automatically give me your iPod to choose which silly playlist to play. I always play the right songs cause you always come a little closer to singing it with me;) ONE DAY. But I’m done ranting about you. See you tomorrow :)
